I have been dealing with something that I was not sure if I wanted to write about, but thinking about it I decided that I would, but not use names. Not that I am protecting myself or anyone, people who read my blog and know me from Florida will know what I am talking about and that is good enough.
Mom #2 has been in the hospital and I recently found this out. Mainly because I never hardly ever check my AOL mail. I came across a couple of emails from ‘girl who is like my sister’ about her mom. I emailed her and told her that I just checked my AOL email and found her emails and to email me at my email that I check everyday.
It seems that Mom #2 is doing better now. Which is good, I have been really praying and trying to figure out how to get myself to Florida. I miss Mom#2, dad, and ‘girl who is like my sister’ so much. I always felt I should have been in that family than the one I got.
It was very touch and go with Mom #2 for a while as she was in ICU and on a ventilator. Which scared me. I think that all of this happened about the time that Doug went into the hospital as well, so I have been really stressed over this.
Mom#2 has always been there for me when I needed her and she never once told me ‘I told you so’ unlike someone else. Well, I think that this is about it. Ciao!